And some things that I want to take some time to write about today (or, over the next few days…)
- I’ve met a couple of very nice girls that I like. I don’t know how this makes me feel with the whole Katie thing. I don’t trust myself to make decisions about any of them, though I have seen the impact that girls have on my life when i’m following them around with my tongue hanging on the floor (ie I get hurt, they walk away, I whine like fuck to all my friends about it)…..
[I was talking about Katie there, the other girls are very normal and I speak to them every couple of days, date once a week.. ie normal]
- I’m buying a house. This year I am going to buy a house. I am going to buy a house that needs renovation. I have decided that I want something that defines me a little more. Someone very wise said to me a few weeks ago. “Look at your life Adam, to me, you look like a 30-year old bachelor [i'm 29 thankyou very much!] living with a 30-year old bachelor and all you two do is drink beer and spend money…… What do girls see when they walk into your apartment?”
And I realised he was right. What girls see when they walk into my apartment is a temporary life, no attachments, no commitments and I can hop up and run away at any moment. That’s not really a life, is it? If I have to renovate a house, I have to make decisions on it, I have to care for it and importantly, I have to stop spending money on idyllic pursuits that don’t make me happy and actually invest in something that does.
- I want to learn how to play the guitar. This comes after buying the house. I love music, I love acoustic. The combination of no money and plenty of spare time with a new house means a cheap pursuit is on my horizon. I think that expressing musically will give me a great deal of release.
- My nephew is the best looking young man in.the.entire.world (ok, so maybe i’ve said that a few times :))….
Adam
