Sunday Night
We caught up……. For 7 hours…… We caught up and we had a great time.
Katie did and said all the right things, offered to watch a video with me when I made a recommendation, made me soup and icecream for dinner, asked me to stay and watch Greys Anatomy, stayed up with me and watched What About Brian and then offered for me to stay the night (upstairs, ie not with her)….
I thanked her, said no and went home.
Then I SMS’d her this: “Thanks for a great night, really enjoyed it. I’ll let you now on progress. And thanks for the 2 nights offers to stay, it means a lot. A
This is what I got back: No worries, that’s what friends are for! Was really good to have a ‘normal’ night out with you. Take care. K
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It is these moments that define the decisions that I need to make. The decisions that I don’t yet have the strength to make, though that I will in time. I am in love with Katie. Of that I am certain.
People ask me, do you want to be in love with her? You know, my answer is actually, yes. It feels great to be in love, even if only for a brief moment you have a glimmer of hope…..
Adam
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