Happy Birthday indeed
And just to ensure that my birthday is/was fucked…….
a)I met a girl (casually), who I thought liked me…. apparently not
b)Ironically, I was going to tell you about her, but decided to wait a little longer… kinda glad I did now…
A
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Dear Adam,
I know you didn’t want me to say this …. I think it’s because you don’t believe me … but I do love you! I think you are a truly wonderful guy …I’ve never met anyone like you … you’re so outgoing, caring, intelligent, active, funny, cute and perceptive! But at the end of the day … I realise now that I’m not IN love with you and there’s a big difference.
I’m not saying all this to confuse the situation, I just want you to know that you shouldn’t change! It would absolutely kill me if you change the way you are in relationships because of me and how I’ve handled all this. I wish I felt differently but it’s something that I can’t change, no matter how much I want things to be different.
Please reconsider keeping the voucher and the birthday present… I bought them for you because I wanted you to have them. I care about you so much and even if we were just friends, I’d have given them to you. I’m not going to tell you what to do though, so do whatever you feel is right.
All I can say now is that I’m sorry and please don’t change, you will find the right person for you who will fall head over heals in love with you and give you as much as you give them…. I’m 110% sure of that! You have so much to give and the right person will come along and allow you to give and they will give in return.
I’ve taken on board everything you said to me last night … thank you for telling me those things and thank you for being you. If you feel like talking to me at any time, please call me … I’m here for you as someone who really cares for you, I want you to believe that.
I’ll see you on Friday night …. again, I’m so sorry for letting you down and hurting you, it was never my intention.
Katie
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