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Reverse chronological order…. (last updated:23/12/2006) (ed: two years on … *sigh*)

Kath
Radiant, compassionate, engaging

One lives in the hope that every girlfriend (or partner) is ‘better’ than the last. One tries to grow and change and adapt to find someone that they (hope) will be ‘the one’. I can categorically and honestly say that the last two years I have found a most amazing person in Kath. She is wise, gifted, patient, honest and generally a beautfiful human being. Without doubt the most normal, level-headed, well mannered, proportioned and beautiful person that I know in my world.

She has inspired me to 20kgs of weight loss, has been there through the worst period of my employed life, seen me through the highs and lows of a personality that craves drama and been committed and decadent when most people would run and hide.

Truly a beautiful mind, a wise soul, beautiful friends, amazing family, transient and addictive smile. I will miss her sense of love, honesty, judgement, tenacity, patience more than I can ever convene on these pages. She is the person closest to me by knowing things about me that I don’t even understand and she has seen the polar opposites of my world.

I am truly indebted to have met her, I hope in my heart of hearts that we remain friends and my absolute priority is to ensure that she has the love, companionship and support she requires while we transition from partners to friends.

I will miss her.

Jen
Beautiful, sassy, passionate

Jen and I have had quite a journey to get where we are now. We became very close and I loved being with her.She is amazingly gifted, incredibly intelligent and balances a great deal of energy, integrity and humour to carry herself through both bad times and good. Prone to being honest at all counts, she can do anything she sets her mind to.My hope is that she will go on to take on the world. She needs somebody who can support her without judging her. Applying even a small level of Jen’s talent in the right direction will ensure she achieves an enormous level of success.

Leanne

Cute, intelligent, wise beyond her years.

Leanne saw through me from day one, and although I didn’t see it, she always seemed to know what was going on.

I hope that she leaves this place and pursues her happiness in a big city, where her talents can truly be rewarded. Leanne can achieve more in 5 months that I will achieve in the next five years. She has a gift for understanding.

Kat

Intelligent, hardened, guarded.

Kat taught me that I need to stick up for myself and what I believe in. She could be incredibly harsh (or, I felt she could be), but had this undercurrent of honesty and integrity about her that I admired (and probably still do admire)

Though I felt (and still feel) that she had her own issues to deal with, she did teach me how to break it off clean, and keep it that way. For that I am truly grateful.

She has a brilliant mind and probably saw a lot more of me than i’d like to admit.

Anna

Quiet, Patient and Gifted

Anna I met after I broke up with my relationship broke down with Kate. I’d been single for about six months, and then out of the blue I got a call from some ex-workmates who wanted me to go out on the town for a drink.

I proceeded to, not knowing that it was dollar drinks all night. I was there, and before I knew it she was beside me, smiling. I ordered us drinks (I was pretty excited to a)find out that it was $1 drinks and b)there was this gorgeous girl beside me smiling!) and it went from there.

She worked incredibly hard, but I never knew what motivated her, though she was brilliant at everything she put her mind to. I broke it off with her, we got back together, then she broke it off with me
Kate

Erratic, Idealistic, Frightening

Kate was gorgeous. She took my breath away and was regarded as this crazy don’t-fuck-with-me kinda girl. I was hooked instantly.
I think I wanted the idea of her more than I wanted her. She taught me to push my own boundaries, be crazy at times and live for the moment.

Of course with my personality it made me crazy, stupid and foreign to everyone who mattered to me, but what the hell, I was having a good time.

It came to an inevitable end, and my man, my boy, Matt (who, for reasons still beyond me is still my mate) bailed me out when I needed him most.

Rebecca

Outgoing, Political, Open-Minded

She was the one. Rebecca was the one who removed me (willingly) of my virginity, and so she remains a part of my psyche even to this day.

I never let anyone get close, but she was the first person in my life to have a massive impact on the way I see the world in a very compact time-frame. I fell head over heels in love with her, before I even knew what love was.

The whole thing was doomed to failure from the start, and it was after she broke it off with me that I vowed I would never let anyone hurt me like that.

I’m still learning to let people get close.