I re-read my last post this morning and it sounded a little too lovey-dovey even for me.
So to clarify:
- I don’t think or feel any different. I’m honestly just completely at ease with it;
- We haven’t changed any of our habits, we don’t spend anymore (or less) time with each other and things are just going along as they do;
- We haven’t said it again, I think we can wait a few weeks for that 
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I can’t believe i’m actually getting it right for once …..
Adam
p.s – I’m less of a fat bastard now(!), only 100kg. No longer the 106kgs that I tipped the scales at … ewwww
p.p.s – I’m setting up a ‘Hoff’ archive….. oh yeah!
p.p.p.s – How crass is this writing about love, the Hoff and weight loss in one post…
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Well to make a liar of me……. She said the ‘L’ word last night
How do I feel? Honestly?
I don’t feel any different at all. And maybe, just maybe, that’s exactly the way it’s supposed to be.
All I know is right now I don’t want it to be even a tiny bit different to how i’m feeling.
With love and respect,
Adam
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- Yes, i’m still alive
….
What else…
- I weighed 107kgs, nearly cried and decided that i’m finally going to the gym
- I now go 4 days a week (including a psychotic ‘pump’ class of which the torture I will not explain)
- I work about 11 hours a day (though did finally crash out last week when I just couldn’t do it anymore)
- I’m still with Kath, still very very happy
- Still haven’t come anywhere even near close to saying the ‘L’ word. And it’s 7(?) months in.
- Yay for us
- Parents are back travelling the countryside
- I’ve driven my car many more miles than i’d expected
That’s all I have to say really
Adam
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