12.16.04

3AM huh…

Posted in Uncategorized at 11:14 by Adam

My ADSL was down at 3am this morning, and thank goodness really
So instead of rollerblading last night I decided on a health/lifestyle balance. Run 10 kilometres (6 miles?) and then proceed to drink beer and eat steak. Works for me.

And instead of finding myself home, in bed at 10pm I receives a call for a couple of quiet drinks….. I’m sure you know where this ends up…..

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I’m happy folks. From overnight despair to a few amazing things happening in my world (personal and now professional) i’m feeling like the journey is all worthwhile. Due to the reader base of this humble abode I won’t be sharing any details with you though i’m sure things will start to come through in the new year.

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Let me just say that the difference between what I want to write on this site and what you actually see is chalk-and-cheese. This is my usual process:

- Write post, be open honest and blunt
- Edit…
- Hack
- Edit….

Of course what comes out the other end is some saccharine version of my original post that doesn’t say much more than ‘like, huh, I, uh, had a great day, like, uh’ ….. goddammit(!)
On average more than 60% of what I write never makes an appearence for public eyes. Some moments i’m frustrated that I just want to be able to vent, others i’m just sad that I have to censor myself so much for the benefit of ex-girlfriends, work colleagues and everybody in between.

What i’d really like to be able to share is what’s really happening in my life. I want to get the shit off my chest and get fucking excited about the cool potential which is out there.

I want to tell you that I have actually learnt some things and i’m getting better at this.

I want to tell you all how much fun i’m having.

A

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