Depressed
I think today may be the day that solves my fate with my current company. After the multi-million dollar purchase of one of our largest competitors the questions start to run thick and fast in my head about not only my abilities as a manager but also of the strategic path the company will take this new unit.
I’m scared in some senses, relieved in others.
The boss is here today. This was unexpected. I think the chances of stealing some of his time are slim-to-none but i’m going to cab ride it with him if I have to so I make an opportunity.
(ed: nope.. he left after the meeting.. two hours up and down… hmmmm)
I’ll either be fired by the end of the conversation (or politely asked to leave), or i’ll be working towards a payrise and further goals in the new year. Here’s hoping it’s the latter folks.
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Relatively depressed today, though there are some great things happening in my life which is making things interesting and exciting. What I do need to do is to not focus on all the good things. I’ve learnt that running away from the bad vibes doesn’t help them to go away, it just allows them to grow on your fear and anger.
I just want to run, run away as fast as I can, and I know that as part of this meeting that I don’t force my hand so much that I actually cut my nose of to spite my face. Not exactly an intelligent option but one that I have done in the past.
I’m in no mood to be here. Haven’t been in the mood to be here in the past 5 or 6 weeks, though unfortunately it’s hard to tell where the re-adjustment to new lifestyle vs just-bored-with-work stops and starts.
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Meanwhile onto more pleasant things. Rollerblading again tonight. Christmas themed skate which should make things a little interesting.
Because I am now the recently single (again), the fitness things pops into the brain a great deal. We all want to look cute/sexy/vivacious and that means we need to take those asses, legs and other various body parts to the gym for some sport, some sweat and hopefully some re-defined shape.
We’re coming into the Summer months (well, they’re here actually) in Australia (60% of the readers of this site from the US) and that means it’s time to ship-up so we can start showing off those tans.
bleh.. i’ve got nothing more.. I could draft this, but i’m a slacker who won’t … i’ll just come back and edit later.
Loving all your work
Adam
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Adam, I’m disappointed! U sometimes have a funny comeback for me to improve my day………get ur shit together boy, me still waiting lol.
U know damn well u rock at what u do. (Sometimes u have the social skills of a brick lol ) but on the work front, u are GOD, so build your bridge, cross the fucker and if they don’t wanna play ball, then tell em’ to suck your tampon strings! (Usually there just one, but thinkin right about now there probably 3 or possibly more!)Anyhow, this is boring me, as deep down U already know what me sayin so there ya go luv!
I agree with Jasey, except the sucking the strings but ewwwww