Well i’ve officially moved out and am in the new place. Tonight after finally stopping for the first time all weekend I realise I don’t have posession of the following:
- Food
- Clean cutlery
- An Ironed Shirt
These things are probably all of great importance, though and will require my rectification work very shortly or i’ll die from lack of something. Work starts early tomorrow and I will be in the middle of an incredibly bizarre situation of many people being fired and them trying to pin the blame on me.
Thank god for being out with 35+ witnesses to prove your whereabouts and actions.
I’m sad that i’ve moved out folks. My ex is clearly hurting and i’m just working it all through my head one day at a time. Right now i’m really excited about what’s going on in my life and i’m looking forward to taking some time out for not only myself, but also some time to work on myself.
It won’t be the most pleasant of journeys but I need to do it if i’m every going to function properly in a decent human relationship. I can’t explain (or just don’t want to) the feeings that are going on inside me atm. I’m tired and sick and emotional and happy and sad and generally naucious. The guys i’m moving in with are amazing, but the amass of beer bottles and lack of perfect cleanliness which I am so accustomed is going to take me some time. I’m not complaining, but I do have to adjust (re-adjust, I did it at uni for years!)
I don’t want the north-shore-perfect-apartment life back, but I don’t quite want what i’ve got here (ie the unknown).
I’m realising more and more where I can sell my soul, where I have sold my soul and where i’m not prepared to give up my soul. Now all I need to do is get enough finances so I can either do it on my own, or grow up a whole lot and find someone to share something very similar with me.
And so, as you know, the journey continues. This blog will be overhauled, re-hosted, re-coded and have a gallery added (to boot) over the next few weeks.
Welcome to my world
Loving all your work
Adam
