The World and How I See It
Well this really isn’t about the world and how I see it, much more about the last few days in the usual uninspired bullet-point format I so love.
- The girl asked me to move out (in no uncertain terms). This is actually ending up to be a financial bonus as i’ve paid up my rent and can move out with only paying one weeks double-rent.
Always a good thing. As well as this i’ll also be getting bond money back which I may not have to pay in the new place which would mean i’m essentially (again!) out of debt, but with a heavily discounted bank balance.
- Moving in with the new guys I think will be a fantastic experience. I’m actually looking forward to getting out there, drinking a few more beers and generally getting my head into Sydney mode, having some fun and involving myself in more drunkenness and debauchery and less of the work, work, work theorem of which I live and die by.
- Met cute girls on Saturday night and was actually shocked to realise that they were mildly approved of me (seriously, this still spins me out). No stories to speak of, it was more the theory that someone can look at you and think you’re allright which does a serious boost to the ego.
- Work is work is work. As always our project will be an all-night, ’till death-do-us-part rampage where I will be completely fucked over, mentally and emotionally exhausted and wishing i’d have booked an extra night in the hotel. *sigh*
- I’m looking forward to Christmas, though think that i’ll be mainly spending it alone 
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- I am indifferent about the girl at the moment. I think i’m just accepting that she needs to do her thing and I need to do my thing and so the best thing we can do is go our seperate ways, keep living and maybe get back to some sense of reality sometime down the track. Apart from that i’m taking it all just one moment at a time as there’s absolutely no hope of me keeping all of these thoughts in my head for an extended timeframe.
- I understand how this girl feels.
Loving all your work
Adam
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