11.11.04
Still breaking up
As a further to this i’ll be honest when I say that i’ve begged for the girl back and i’ve in the process realised how much of a inconsiderate prick that i’ve been about this whole situation.
What pains me most is that I can’t help but want to focus on the past with the ‘what-ifs?’. I had started to make the changes a couple of weeks ago (you may have noticed snippets of me saying that I need to do things differently), though it was all a case of too little too late.
I miss her dearly and she does not ever want to see me again. Confirmation that I have no chance is really starting to settle in, and i’m not sure whether to keep fighting for her after everything i’ve done, or walk away and leave her to her peace.
Any help greatly appreciated on this topic….