It’s the girls birthday today, and now more than ever i’m realising how bummed out i’m feeling about a few things that have been going on lately. (no, none of them include the girl!).
My work is starting to pull at me in directions i’m otherwise not entirely happy about. Whilst I love the people that I work with and what I do, i’m sure that not all of my colleagues enjoy the same enthusiasm or support for what i’m doing or what I stand for.
It’s basically a ‘forest for the trees’ situation. I’ve seen so much of the day-to-days with the trees, that there ain’t no forest anymore. Next refuge (ie holiday) won’t be until at least early next year and i’ve started losing focus on the bigger picture, what i’m here for and what I represent. This (thankfully) isn’t just with me, but with the entire team.
I’m taking some time out for training in the next month or so which should be positive, but I think I need more of it (challenges) to keep me interested and focussed on where I want/need to be.
And, I still need to work on that personality of mine 
Loving all your work
A
