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Can you tell i’m a little angry right now

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Sometimes I
Need to remember just to breathe
Sometimes I
Need you to STAY AWAY FROM ME
Sometimes i’m
In disbelief I didn’t know
Somehow I
Need you to go

–Chorus–
Dont Stay
Forget our memories
Forget our possibilities
What you were changing me into
(Just give me myself back and)
Dont Stay
Forget our memories
Forget our possibilities
Take all your faithlessness with you
(just give me myself back and)
Dont Stay
–End Chorus–

Sometimes I
Feel like i trusted you too well
Sometimes I
Just feel like SCREAMING AT MYSELF
Sometimes i’m
I disbelief I didnt know
Somehow I
Need to be alone

–Chorus–

I dont need you
Anymore
I dont want to be ignored
I dont need one
More day
Of you wasting me away
I dont need you
Anymore
I dont want to be ignored
I dont need one
More day
Of you wasting me away…
(With no apologies)

–Chorus–

Dont stay
Dont stay

Adam Uncategorized lyrics

But I didn’t ask for your help, didn’t seek your guidance. My way is to take things inside, fret badly and not share what’s going on. I needed your laughter and your calm. I probably just needed a swift kick to get myself back together and to stop worrying about things that are beyond my control.

I still don’t know how to ask for your help.

I want you to know what’s going on, but I don’t want to interfere on your fun. You have a life too and that’s important to me, sacred to me. I don’t want to bring my misery unto you. I want you to be happy.

I want to be happy.

I needed your warmth wrapped around me tonight, I wanted your touch on my skin to soothe me. I wanted for me not to be allright, and for that to be allright.

I’m still learning how to say i’m scared.

I’ll remember to tell you this when I find out who you are.

Adam

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When you’ve got that agressive side of your personality showing you may be inclined to love lyrics like below …. i just find it rather funny….

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I like your pants around your feet
I like the dirt that’s on your knees
And I like the way you still say please
While you’re looking up at me
You’re like my favourite damn disease

And I love the places that we go
And I love the people that you know
And I love the way you can’t say no
Too many long lines in a row
I love the powder on your nose

Ooooh
And now I know who you are
It wasn’t that hard
Just to figure you out
And now I know who you are
It wasn’t that hard
Just to figure you out

I like the freckles on your chest
And I like the way you like me best
And I like the way you’re not impressed,
While you put me to the test
I like the wine stains on your dress

And I love the way you pass the check
And I love the good times that you wreck
And I love your lack of self respect
While you’re passed out on the deck
I love my hands around your neck

And now I know who you are
It wasn’t that hard
Just to figure you out
And now I know who you are
It wasn’t that hard
Just to figure you out

I love your pants around your feet
And I love the dirt that’s on your knees
And I like the way you still say please
While you’re looking up at me
You’re like my favourite damn disease

And I hate the places that we go
And I hate the people that you know
And I hate the way you can’t say no
Too many long lines in a row
I hate the powder on your nose

And now I know who you are
It wasn’t that hard
Just to figure you out
And now I know who you are
It wasn’t that hard
Just to figure you out

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2003: year of the bad lay…..

uhhuh
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Appearance: Work in progress
Laps last week: 60 (see previous weeks entries for reasons!)
Km?s last week: 1.500
Estimated laps this week: 108

Totals (since 02/02/2004):

Laps: 450
Km?s: 11.250

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An excellent (well, at least interesting) overview of my preference of physical type….

btw, you can take the test here
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I’m getting closer to another change in my life….. 40% of the way at this point in time..

I suppose most people can relate to the feeling in your stomach that something is about to happen and you’ve just got to go with it and ride it out. My next revolution is about to happen.

Thankfully this time i’m ready for it, i’m just not sure where i’m going to end up.

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It appears that for the best night sleep i’ve had in the past weeks is dependent on me sleeping on an (unopened) futon, in the clothes I wore for the day, with no blankets, lights on and tv blaring…..

Not in my bed with peace-and-quiet and blankets and dark corners….. oh well, at least I finally had the chance to get some…..

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Major highlight of my day today is seeing the beautiful and talented Terrie. Not sure if i’ve actually written about her, but at one stage in this life I had the most oppressing crush on her (ironically enough, so did a stack of other boys!). She is an amazing girl who I love to death (strictly as a friend now) and we have kept in contact even after she moved to the UK with hew new b/f on a working holiday.

But some traditions need to be upheld. Today we go for Cold Rock and a movie, once again highlighting that it takes Australian thinking to come up with something as fantastic as chocolates crushed into gourmet ice-cream.

(and yes, I will write more on Terrie and that whole situation one day, I’ll just need to contact a few people to help me recollect how tragic I really was…)

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Sex Sex Sex….

Ok… so I know how many visitors I get a day (not really inclined to share how many, but it’s a few), but the minute you start to write about sex the hit-count quadruples overnight. Of course I don’t mind the extra visitors, but what I always find strange is that people someone ‘stumble’ across this stuff and then disappear without a trace. I can tell they’re unique visitors, one-time drop-ins for 10-15 mins and then …. *poof* … gone …..

So more of that exciting stuff soon. I promise

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More to write but unable to articulate. So i’ll take on another Sunday tradition and crank up Video Hits to watch the remainder of the Top 40 Australian pop charts.

Loving all your work
Adam

p.s – I miss the spell checker from Blogger….

Adam Uncategorized rants

NEWS.com.au | Drunken orgy ends in bite charge (March 26, 2004)

See its not all warm-and-fuzzy-OMG-that-was-great-squelching-and-slurping.

Sometimes its nasty!
WTF was wrong with this guy!?!

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I missed you tonight.

Your smell, your touch, your embrace. I missed the way you laugh at my bad jokes and the way you touch my soul with your beautiful words. I miss that we didn’t get a chance to cook together. I lament our distance and pray that soon we will be together.

I wish I could write the words I feel in my heart. It is difficult for me to express what I feel, but I feel so much. You make my world complete and I can’t imagine you not being in it. I miss your smell.

Tonight I went out and drank, drank quite a lot. I’m not sure why but I think I was scared of you not being here. I drank because I know the things I will miss, even though you are my focus.

I want what I can’t have, feel what I can’t feel and want to touch what’s not really mine. I want all the hurt and pain to go away. I know you know what I said at my brothers wedding was for you. I know that mostly it was me talking to you.

For the moments i’m not with you I miss you, the moments that i’m with you I crave you even more.

I love that I love you. I love that it feels so right.

If only I knew who you were…….

Adam

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I dont normally take to distibute this kind of stuff via email, but this is a good forum forum this email I received today..

There is a good conclusion to this, if you have the patience to read on……….
From a strictly mathematical viewpoint it goes like this:
What Makes 100%? What does it mean to give MORE than 100%?
Ever wonder about those people who say they are giving more than
100%? We have all been to those meetings where someone wants you to give
over 100%. How about achieving 103%? What makes up 100% in life?
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