12.14.03
Posted in Uncategorized at 10:28 by Adam
I thought about her last night….
And in reality, i’m posting this now because i’m currently thinking about her. Due to time constraints (and distance constraints) I have not seen her as much as i’d liked, but when I do I just enjoy her company. I think this must be the second person i’ve liked (the first.. hmmm, we won’t get into that story).
So now what do I do. I’ve always either been in love or unwanted, dependent on the placement of the moon and stars at any particular given moment in the universe. Much ado about a girl I know I like…. This time I just met somebody that I thought i’d like to get to know, but have taken the road less (hmmm.. never) travelled and been more cautious in my dealings, but slowly allowed her to see me, and I think in return that she has slowly let me see her as a person.
I’ve already hurt her. She told me about it not long ago, and it tore my heart out. The decision was hers, but I know in my heart the responsibility lies strongly with me, and I don’t know if she’s going to see past that and see the rest of me before she makes her decision. Maybe time will be the deciding factor in this game.
NOTE: I desperately want to walk away because I think she’s going to run the other way. But you know what, i’m not going to. If she walks/runs then I will (obviously) have to accept that. But i’m not going to be afraid of it, i’m going to be the person I am, and let her see me, good, bad and indifferent so she can decide what’s right for her.
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12.12.03
Posted in Uncategorized at 15:08 by Adam
Matchbox 20 - Bright Lights
She got out of town on the railway, new york bound
Took all except my name
Another alien on broadway
Well, some things in this world you just can’t change
Some things you can’t see until it gets too late
[Chorus]
Baby, baby, baby when all your love is gone
Who will save me from all I’m up against out in this world
And maybe, maybe, maybe
You’ll find something that’s enough to keep you
But if the bright lights don’t receive you
You should turn yourself around and come on home
I got a hole in me now
I got a scar I can talk about
She keeps a picture of me in her apartment in the city
But some things in this world
Man, they don’t make sense
Some things you don’t leave until they leave you
And then the things that you miss, you say
[Chorus]
Baby, baby, baby when all your love is gone
Who will save me from all I’m up against out in this world
And maybe, maybe, maybe
You’ll find something that’s enough to keep you
But if the bright lights don’t receive you
You should turn yourself around and come on home
Let that city take you in (come on home)
Let that city spit you out (come on home)
Let that city take you down, yeah
For god sakes turn around
[Chorus]
Baby, baby, baby when all your love is gone
Who will save me from all I’m up against out in this world
Yeah well, maybe, maybe, maybe
You’ll find something that’s enough to keep you
But if the bright lights dont receive you
Well, turn yourself around and come on home
Yeah, come on home
Baby, baby, baby, baby
Come on home
Yeah, come on home
Yeah, come on home
Yeah, come on home
Baby, baby, baby, baby
Come on home
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Posted in Uncategorized at 14:42 by wonton
I didn’t invent this one, but its a good one.
Saplicious! adj: Deliciously Sappy!
Post your invented words in the comments section people!
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Posted in Uncategorized at 10:07 by wonton
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The bartender asks: “What’s with the big pause?”
The bear responds: “I dunno… I’ve always had them.”
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Posted in Uncategorized at 1:40 by Matt
Firstly I’ll get the personal attacks vs Adam out of the way I know he would prefer that .. heh.
No no Adam, Wonton was right, you can’t dance. Live with it.. its cool man, I don’t judge you. I will freely admit that I cannot dance to save myself. Infact, last time I tried I had people pin me to the ground and start to perform and exorcism on me as they thought me possesed. I took that as a sign and therefore will get it out in the open, I cannot dance, that way people arn’t afraid if I get drunk and start thrashing around in what my intoxicated mind might tell me is an acceptable form of dance. The less people I have throwing holy water in my face the better.. that shit burns man!!
Now I’ve been playing lots of KOTOR (if you don’t know what that is you can look it up in previous posts.. yes I could have expanded on the name in this space, but that would defeat the purpose of making you look back through previous posts.. so there). Now I don’t agree with a single fibre of my person that computer games have any real influence over people. Some people are just dicks and do crazy things and then blame shit on computer games because its an easy excuse.. I don’t want to get into a long winded debate about that statement either, I’ve said it and thats that. If you feel you have to comment I’m sure there are other outlets for such comments to be made, don’t bug me with them its hard to make me change my opinion, ask adam, he still wants me to believe he can dance. 
Anyway, back to the topic at hand. So I’ve been playing KOTOR, and I’m playing through as an evil Jedi. Each time you do a particulary evil thing you get a message saying ‘Darkside points gained’. Now, I was walking around today at work and someone was babbling shit. They then asked me a question regaurding it. The first thought that came to mind was, what answer can I give to gain darkside points? Heh, I don’t think I gained darkside points with my actions and I don’t really think that I should start earning darkside points at work, but the thought is there, in the back of my mind.. I find it more amusing that anything else.
That cat thing that Adam had further down the page was some email I sent him (sorry Mel, I meant to pass it onto you as well.. 
) and one of my friends replied to it in a way that would gain him DSP (Darkside Points, or Dawnshroud Peaks /wink, you decide). While some of my friends found it amusing and thought that yes, he has fallen to the darkside, but I found it just a wanton act of cruelty that a being of lesser evil might perform.. I believe myself above that, I will dedicate myself to grand acts of evil. DSP gained…
For once (well not for once, but it felt good to start the sentance that way.. ) I’m looking forward to Adams visit (further clarification, I always look forward to seeing him again.. but like I said, it felt good to start the sentance that way). Although I know his time spent down here will involve him spending half the god damned time on the phone like he usually does.. just drop the fucking thing in the pool man and ge away from it. Or let me answer it, that way they wont call again.
I’ve got more to say but i’ll sleep on it for now…. may post them later, but I doubt that anyone cares one way or the other 
Matt out..
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12.11.03
Posted in Uncategorized at 18:39 by Adam
I’ve got all sorts of happy vibes today (i’m even slightly amused at the argument going on between two anonymous parties in my comments)…
- I mentioned that I have to buy a shitload of CD’s.. by the end of the week I won’t have to buy any of them, they’ll all be in my posession…. Without stretching, I called up Eve and was *this* close to tears… People have just mailed them to me from all over, and I was blown away that I’ve got so many people that care…..
ed: Currently playing the hip-hop influenced track, Nobody’s Listening from Linkin Park: Meteora…. love it … I only wish bouncing and typing was possible at the same time….
- Giving serious thoughts to some audio posting going down.. we’ll see how it all goes… I’m thinking 3am drunken posts would have to be up there for amusement
ok… enough of that…
- Wonton: I can dance dude, you’ve just never been out with me when it’s just me and friends who aren’t out to judge .. and second: I couldn’t take offence or none of us would ever be friends … and I saw you comment at
Jessica’s abode, isn’t she just amazing
- Project is at the final stages…. there’s still a buttload (thanks Eve) of work to do, but i’m getting through it and I can start to envisage some of the great changes that will make everyone’s life easier soon(ish)
- Christmas is coming .. holidays to Brisbane…
- Frienships are being established that are going to be significant in my life and that’s just fab….
- Eve no longer has PMS (hey, I can quote it, it’s on her page… and besides, I know when she cycles :)), glad to hear those tummy pains are heading in opposite directions….
- After a one day recess i’m back in the mood to continue this little world.. though if the visitor rate keeps heading upwards i’m going to need to find a new host
- Christmas lights were on the list last night. Had a ball, but the poor digital camera just isn’t designed for long-range photography. But the experience is what counts in this matter.
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Posted in Uncategorized at 17:58 by Adam
*** WARNING NOTE: This post was written ‘in the heat of the moment, but not posted for quite some time after the post date. The only way regular readers would know this post is to read the archives, and if you do that, well you do so at your own risk…. ***
Hey there loyal(?!?!?) readers!
Well the proverbial shit has decided to hit the fan. Basically, the people I like and who I want in my life, know who they are. I am careful not to disclose details of the other people because there’s a line between having a whinge, and directly insulting people.
A lot of people will be able to guess the identity of the guest poster. Really it doe n’t bother me, i’m not here to censor other’s opinions, and there’s nothing specific so it’s outside the realm of defamation.
It’s really a catch-22 with this little world that’s been created of late. If people didn’t visit my page (or only anonymous people) the anonymous readers/friends would hear all the gory details of my life, removing specific details which link this page back to us personally. As this is not the case (you should see the hit count for this thing!) I have had to censor a large majority of what goes on in my life and the interactions with people I know.
Most people here think i’m writing about them, and I hate to burst most peoples bubbles, but usually it’s not you. I enjoy the insides of this page, this world, this blog, and I don’t intend on stopping writing. If I was to move away i’m sure you’d start to see a lot thicker content being spewed forth. Until then people can go around asking me to stop posting this or stop posting that and it’s simply not going to happen.
As with all content, if you don’t like it, switch off the tv folks.
Still love all your work.
A
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Posted in Uncategorized at 11:08 by wonton
NEWS.com.au | Entertainment | Sara-Marie star fades (December 11, 2003)
She was a star?
I just though she was a dancing freak!
I never though it possible that there would be a person who had a more annoying voice, or a more offensive dancing style than our very own Adam… But such a person exists… hopefully this is the last we’ll hear of her.
No Offence Adam
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12.10.03
Posted in Uncategorized at 21:55 by Adam
What would you do if you had the following??….
1.. time
2.. a knife
3.. a green lemon
4.. a cat
5.. a camera
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Now that’s just cute A
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Posted in Uncategorized at 18:55 by Adam
(ed: I know the girl who originally posted this. She was in my bed at the time…… *sigh*.. those were good times :))
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blah blah blah, that’s what I reckon! It’s not Adam, but a new friend who listens to all the shit that goes on and think it’s ridiculous (yeah i probably can’t spell).
I figure everyone has the right to their own opinion and all people express this differently. Adam chooses to write, he writes in this blog and if you choose to read it and take it personally then that’s really your problem. He, like everyone has the same right to vent and this is the way he vents as well as keeps up with his friends.
You have the right to vent and express yourself too, but if you don’t want to know what he’s thinking, then don’t read it. Express yourself, have your own thought and beliefs, but don’t take something you read (especially when it doesn’t even have your name) and turn it in to what you think or interpret it as, that’s just a lil’ …………………..well up yourself.
Well that’s all from me for now, I leave you all with two of my fav sayings.
1st: i am me and no one else!
2nd(this is the greatest): Reach for the moon, cause even if you miss, you’ll be up there shinning with the stars.
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