Much ado about a girl I think I like
I thought about her last night….
And in reality, i’m posting this now because i’m currently thinking about her. Due to time constraints (and distance constraints) I have not seen her as much as i’d liked, but when I do I just enjoy her company. I think this must be the second person i’ve liked (the first.. hmmm, we won’t get into that story).
So now what do I do. I’ve always either been in love or unwanted, dependent on the placement of the moon and stars at any particular given moment in the universe. Much ado about a girl I know I like…. This time I just met somebody that I thought i’d like to get to know, but have taken the road less (hmmm.. never) travelled and been more cautious in my dealings, but slowly allowed her to see me, and I think in return that she has slowly let me see her as a person.
I’ve already hurt her. She told me about it not long ago, and it tore my heart out. The decision was hers, but I know in my heart the responsibility lies strongly with me, and I don’t know if she’s going to see past that and see the rest of me before she makes her decision. Maybe time will be the deciding factor in this game.
NOTE: I desperately want to walk away because I think she’s going to run the other way. But you know what, i’m not going to. If she walks/runs then I will (obviously) have to accept that. But i’m not going to be afraid of it, i’m going to be the person I am, and let her see me, good, bad and indifferent so she can decide what’s right for her.
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