First things first. Thanks to ‘Jessicainprogress’ (I will check if I can link to her, she seemed a little shy) for her beautiful e-mail as I posted on her comments section after reading her blog.
I wish you all the best, and agree that cherishing and loathing love at the same time isn’t always a bad thing. (and yes, i’ll reply back to you personally as soon as I can, i’m just a little busy atm! :))