How I feel right now….
Sorta depressed, sorta sad, sorta reflective…..
I don’t like that I can’t deal with things quicker than others, and thereby I let people get stuck into me when i’m feeling down. I think I feel I deserve it, like I should cherish the pain because i’m a bad person at heart.
Martydom or just plain fear of self?
Anyhow…. Five for Fighting – Superman lyrics below 
(hehe, i’ll probably have people visiting ’cause they’ll be looking for the lyrics)….
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Superman by Five for Fighting (pics)
I can’t stand to fly
I’m not that naive
I’m just out to find
The better part of me
I’m more than a bird …I’m more than a plane
More than some pretty face beside a train
It’s not easy to be me
Wish that I could cry
Fall upon my knees
Find a way to lie
About a home I’ll never see
It may sound absurd …but don’t be naive
Even Heroes have the right to bleed
I may be disturbed …but won’t you concede
Even Heroes have the right to dream
It’s not easy to be me
Up, up and away …away from me
It’s all right …You can all sleep sound tonight
I’m not crazy …or anything …
I can’t stand to fly
I’m not that naive
Men weren t meant to ride
With clouds between their knees
I’m only a man in a silly red sheet
Digging for kryptonite on this one way street
Only a man in a funny red sheet
Looking for special things inside of me
It’s not easy to be me.
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Adam’s note: I’ve never believe i’m Superman or even something close. I suppose I just want to be human and be able to hurt…..
A
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